Miles to see , miles to go: Then you see me NOT

Well, it's been forever since I last check in my blog. That was like since CHRISTMAS !! wow. So yeah, I would like to apologize to you and YOU. I dont know, at one point I was just like, completely ignoring my blog. Like, TOTALLY. And then , the weirdest thing happen, is not that weird actually, but is weird for me! Some ANONYMOUS just suddenly comment-complementing about my blogposts! (And I was like, what the?.....!) And the most butt annoying PART is : They are anonymous so I NEVER knew their names!!!!! Come on guys, you are complementing about my blogpost (though I never knew why my blog is ever that entertaining or even worth complementing!) but I really want to know your names so that I can reply to you or thank you! But whatevs, as long as I can butt entertaining you ANONYMOUS out there, then I will start and activate my blog again, to make it feel ALIVE!!! And what keeps me wondering is that, does my friends out there even notice my blog or even peek at my blog?? Well, I hope they do. That doesn"t bother me much actually, after all, blog is a nice place where you can express your views and thoughts not so PUBLICALLY as in FACEBOOK. Blog for me, is a perfect place to write your own views so that some people who MAYBE have the exact same experiences or thoughts as mine know that they are NOT alone and what they do and experienced is normal. I want them to know that ( after they read about my blogpost): "Wow, I never knew that she felt as what as I have felt too ! Thats really exactly what I thought!" Oh well, I hope that my blog is actually helpful in some itsy bitsy way possible!

SOOOOOO, finally, thanks for my never ending-patience and yearning-for-some-lil-butt-attention's- attitude, my NEW LAPTOP is FINALLY hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! ( ***heavenly chapel HALLELUYA song on the background***) Oh, praise the LORD !! praise the GOD !! praise the food !! praise the chair (w-h-y?) !!! praise EVERYTHING !!! My laptop is finally here !! Make a way, make a way !!
Oh shit, I am just being dramatic here. ANDDDD I am probably scaring you off now. So I will just STOP.

Oh so, yeah, a new laptop. So why did I make a huge fuss about my new laptop anyway?? Well, I have been waiting for this new laptop since FOREVER !! Oh well is not for forever actually, is only since for the last TWO MONTHS, but hey, if I want a new laptop, I can actually walk in through any shops and buy one anytime, right ? BUT thats not the case, well you know my mom, and she can be very MOMSY PANTSY sometime which is quite annoying, and since my cousin sales laptops, she just said :" Well girl, remember that, if you buy from your cousin, it maybe will be cheaper than the market price." So i was like, ok. And then she said : " Well girl, if you buy a laptop from him, they will be free of charge of servicing and repairing and installing." So I was like, ok, AGAIN. And then after her NEVER ENDING ''Well girl , this this that that", the time drags and I finally own this lappy ! BUT NOT before my huge dillemma of thinking which KIND of laptop model I wanted to buy. I have always have this kind of major serious chronic sense of attitude, you know, everytime I want to buy something, I cannot make up my mind INSTANTLY, that something is like the life and death HUMONGOUS decision for me. EVEN if I want to buy a shirt. I will be like: Will this color look nice on me? or maybe that color? or maybe another color? How will this color affect me? Will it bring me luck? or will it make me look like a drag? can I have all the colors from this shirt? If i do, will I look boring? If I didn't, will I regret about not having another color if I wore this shirt ? And those never ending unanswerable questions which may DOOM your life. ANDDD in the end, I didn't bought ANY which of course, makes my life more easier. HAHA.. YES, I AM THAT TERRIBLE.

But in this laptop case, I MUST own it. I have to own one. My mom said, laptop is very very ESSENTIAL once you step in college. And since my old laptop had since gone to some laptop heaven somewhere above, so I need to have a new one. So after a month long's drag, THERE IT IS, my new possession, le lappy. :)))))))) I may never knew how 'crucial' a customer I am to my cousin, you may should probably ask him. Haha. Now there I have it.

And with this new darling here, I may start my quality time blogging again!! (***applause??***) Blogging has been my fav ever since. But since my old laptop crash and the only way to blog is through my iPad, which of course, I never did written any blogpost with my ipad because the other apps and distractions available in a tablet TOTALLY consume you from typing any blog post. Teehehe. SO that explain the reason why I didn't blog for a looooooooooonnnggg time already.

So as a way of showing my gratitude to you by willing to read this whole blogpost from the top to the end of mine (which I think is quite SENSELESS post anyway), here's a picture of a HOT + CUTE GUY (which is my OPPA) :